THINGS HAVE CHANGED

It is actually related to my previous blogs (Tempat Beristirahat) and since then, what i wrote on the blogs 're related to each other (Hurricane, Good bye, etc)

There's no fun anymore being around with those peeps as there're no RESPECTS and TRUSTS anymore. I dont really know why things're so different. MUCH DIFFERENT than what it used to b like b4.
Sometime people say that when you're too close to someone, you put yourself in dangerous zone. And now, what i have been afraid of really happens, and its even greater than what i have imagined.

I dont feel there're any connections anymore, there're no dependencies anymore, no feelings, i think it has stopped being fun when im with you. NO...THING at all...

I used to feel so happy being around with them ....it was like 5 hrs with them, it felt like only just 5 mins. But now, spending 1 hour with them, i feel like 1000 days...and now when i come home after spending some hours with them, i feel like THANKS GOD, i finally home, coz im stressed when im with them.

It sounds serious, but yea i think it happened for reasons. It really hurts to let go peeps that we love, and indeed, its so hard to say good bye, but i think i have to.
Good luck. Hope things are gettin' better emotionally.......